Goodbye, University of Indonesia!

I know by the title, you probably think I have become alumni of the UI. But it wasn't. I gave this title because I lost my dream to become a new student of the school year 2010/2011 at the University of Indonesia.

Today, on 17 July 2010, I saw the announcement SNMPTN with http://web.snmptn.ac.id/ site address, and I don't really be accepted. Honestly I was disappointed, though this is the Last Announcement for me to enter University of Indonesia levels of S-1, until now I still dwell thousands of languages, don't wanna talk to anyone, even a phone call from my friend I didn't lift ..

I am afraid belittled by him ..

I was afraid of being ridiculed by him ..

I felt ashamed, really ..

I feel disappointed my parents


But even so, I am glad to have some friends who are still willing to encourage me, even my friends who have been accepted at the UI also encourage me ..
I should be optimistic and diligent to pray to Him. May UIN will be the last port for me, and that's where I'd matured into a better person and mature minded ...
I have to think wisely and should not blame all God's good plan to me.

God has a good plan